~thelightofmyiman~

>the birthday day<

tujuhenam..tejunam..that is whut i always tell ppl if they ask me when is my bday date..wahaha..ataupun same dgn bday agong, slalu cam2..nak bli kek pon kedai tutup..:( hampeh btol..anyway, that morning as usually(yeah right..), i woke up early..from a late night stay up..nak tunggu org wish..hehe. Papepun, the night b4 my family and i went out to celebrate..kind of.Pegi makan kat asiari(bad choice..) iaitu satu kedai asian fusion yg agak high class 4 our family as 4 us our usual dinner outing would be at just an ordinary restaurant or mamak stall.ngehehe..apeapepon..thanx mak.abah...

n then the next day which is my bday..i was actually planning to spend it with my long lost frenz...hehe,but derang cam sibok je..amalnakprikse,,chaiyok!!!go to Jpn.so i can visit u..wahaha.so,i ended up stayin at hope with my family doing house chores,cleaning the livin room..pinggan sume..rearranging the furniture cleaning the shelves..ect sbb baru renovate umah..so, kne tolong mak.. ok, bukan kene tapi satu kewajipan..:)  It was quite sad actually..sbb teringat kalo kat college mesti ade kengkawan nak celebrate as i never actually celebrated my bday with my frens, sbb everytime 7 jun je mesti cuti!!!

So, disebbkan mak mcm tau i sad quite sad that day, they had bought me a suprise gift..which is a teddy bear yg sgt comel!!!i luv that teddy..haha, but i feel quite bad sbb mcm susahkan mak je, mcm budak2 je..hmm..i need to grow up a little i guess..be more matured. Nthen that night i just felt like going shopping, (nak bli kast sbnarnye sbb kasut da rosak..) so bwkle nani n aman pg bli brg nani nak balik asrama skali..:) n the rest of the night i just spent on relaxing..taknak wat assignment smalam..heh.

tgk switz lwn checz scare tak sengaje mase ak ajr nani add math..tetibe tersemangat..wahaha.tensionku melihat switz main!!!kalah jugak akhirnye..sian org switz..dah la 1st game.haih.Hmm.habis pon satu hari..:) just now i met Izatty Deanna, my long lost fren mase dulu,da la duduk btol2 depan umah, tp dah satu thn tak jumpe, so td jumpe borakle kat pagar jap..:), nway i knowi have to stop writing,.esk nak jumpe anisa n others..yay!!tak sabar rasenye..:) have to go to sleep..econs essay sikit je lagi!!chaiyok!!

~the awakening~

ok,im supposed to do my work right now, but then sejak 2, 3 hari ni i just feel like blogging..hihi..so here i am sitting in my room, just typing, thinking bout the whole load of works need to be done but of course is still undone(namepon need to be done..heh).

Ok enough the craps..i just realised its been such a long time already since i post an entry, so here goes..i'll just reminisce about the exams first, exams...hmm..just pray for the best right now, bcos i know i have done my best, xcept math kot,(math is drivin me crazy, from now on, i promise i will do math every day!!!!), i kept telling to myself Allah knows whuts best 4 me, but then as a human being i cant run from feeling like this!!!Ya Allah, plz help me..its the placements im worried bout..but then, boleh jadi apa yang kita suka tak baik untuk kite, but bende yg kite tak suke lebih baik utk kite..(yeah ive been through that already..)be strong iman!!chaiyok2!!

n then just right after exam, i went for a camp. The camp is called Bond Of Ukhuwwah. it is actually organized by the GNCC club..(cube teka GNCC tu ape..hehe..) and it is in Shah Alam,my beloved hometown..the camp was great, learn loads of stuff, meet new friends, build stronger r/ships, so basicly the objektifs yg telah dibentangkan oleh saudare president mase awl2 camp tu bleh lah dikatekan 90% tercapai,(yg lg 10% tak tau ape,tp x leh bg 100 % sbb 2 perfect sgt..), Anyways, a lot of good n bad memories yg tercipta..but the most unforgettable one,that i must surely write, so that i will not forget..is...mase arifah jatuh!!!horror!!at that time sakinah is riding hapily infront of me, laju je jln,mentang2 turun bukitkan..sorang lagi tak ingat ah sape, but we are the three infront la..nthen tetibe dgrIqa jerit sumthing..tpingatkan sbb diegembira nak sampaidah,kamipon dgn bersungguh2,berkayuh with the thought that were getting to the end!!!chaiyok!!siap parking beskal lg tu..pastu tunggu punye tunggu,mane derang ni,so, itold sakinah i heard sumone scream just now..ape lgi kitorang naik blek beskal kayuh naik bukit baik..(haduh...) skali nampak ramai2 beskal beterabur or parking tgh jln, tp orgnye takde, ape lgi,kitorg pon park lah, penat nak kayuh naik..lari...nmpk ramai2ats jln pastu ade org terbaring..YA ALLAH..panic btol mase tu, nsb baik terselamat, alhamdulillah..but it was an unforgettable memory..seriously.., but the camp was fun keseluruhannya, ..im in the making of editing the pics and making a video(that i shouldnt supposed to do, with the loads of work..Iman,iman..).

disbbkan dah pnjg dah post ni(n i HAVE to do my work..).nnti jelah sambung..the post tittle is awakening bcos im awake right now!!hehe..no, bcos i think my pemikiran has really changed in between the gap between the last post and this new recent post, i could say that KMB has really changed me:) ,so to AL and NAb, lame tak jumpe yer..satu thn dah...hehe..

the holidays :P(2007 recap)

cant believe that the holidays is almost over..2007 is almost over!!and im gettin older..hehe:P.thinkin back on the first day of 2007,,mase tu ,total heaven..holidays for months..tak wat papepon,tgk tv n jln2,adela keje sikit2.n then the moment of truth finally reveals when the spm result was being announce!!memories...and to cut the story short tetibe dah masuk KMB,life is really fast..:)

ok,during the holidays,i would not say that i didnt do much,but i think i fail to spend more time with my frenz.sedih giler..we were frenz dah lame dah kan..alina..amal..anisa..nab..weh, korang,jumpe pon tidak cuti ni..:(.evrytime u guys plan to meet up ,i ALWAYS have another thing going on.menyebbkan the last time we meet up is like b4 masuk kmb..sedihnyer~~n then cuti ni pon,when i was in terengganu..WAAA~~~nab just send me the pic je..:(

alina n nab paling lame tak jumpe korang..al,sorry if i didnt reply ur msgs or anything..gomen2.i know ur hati bukan mcm hati jelly..hehe,lembik semacam..:P.Nab,i miss hearing ur stories n gossips..(ish3..).Amal,miss u too Amal..and Anisa..my companion:),sometimes when i reminisence back mase skolah dulu rase nak nangis tau..i really do miss u guys.amal,i knew u since darjah brape pon tak ingat,n all the rides,n tumpang at ur house..thanx amal..n mase PMR..Llama yg tinggal di Andes..hehe..ur the one who introduced me to Al,at SKRM.mase nak amek result UPSR.atas pentas,main chi ku pang kot..cant really remember..n then sampailah ke form1,2,3,and 5.sayang je f4 tak same klas..hehe.all the games,pranks,mostly games when we were in f1.and pranks on ME!(poor me)heh,i seriously cant remember anything from kelas2 science mase f1,asyik main kat blakang lab je.,gelak je keje.hehe,mase kite same2 jd prefect,rehat sesame..tak jage pon,borak je lebih..letak jawatan sesame..hehe:P.All the stupid games we have invented just to entertain ourselves.sape cakap on the way to clas dr surau kene bayar seposen..hehe.Al,(if u r reading..)remember the atlantis code we use to cammunicate with each other.yg last2 kite bwat soalan ujian atlantis language code..(byk giler mase kite dulu..hehe),n remember abg pelik n abg marah??form 2??hehe.How i really miss those times,how i miss u guys..:).Luv u gurlz..still cant believe tak jumpe korg cuti nih...haih..

Thankfully,i managed to meet up with Tema,Atikah,Akish n Mayam!!miss u guys too~~i really enjoyed my time with u guys..:)

Most of the time during the holidays..(mayb nat mostlah..a lot of my time..)bwat ape lgi..CAS lah..(even though mmg comfirm tak abes punye)starting with the camp jati diri remaja at the tasik,all the planning,games,certs..siriously penat.n then the akuaria thing with the orphanage,hectic but fun:).thanx to all those who contribute to this prog.just after that,my dad had a conference in tganu for 4 days which brings to a kinda family holiday too..it was a blast!!rase mcm time2 habis spm dulu..hehe,plus mase tu angah balik for the holiday.ill just put some pic here..mostly amannye gambar,bcos byk amek gamba gune angah nye camera..aman suroh org tanam die,plus he teach me how to swim..(yeah,i dunt know how to swim..)pastu all the way mase kat ganu n balik tu,abah bawk kete mcm nak drift tau..mentang2 baru tgk tokyo drift..hehe..

And now..its only one week to go b4 ill be back in KMB,n face the ultimate truth of the IB world for the first time..(wahaha~~).resultz!!i hope Allah plan the best for me..Ameen..n i havent even finish reading not even a single bm novel lagi yg pn hasni bgi..haih..n the english movie,my fair lady,sering diganggu oleh keinginan utk tgk cite korea..:P(im watchin my gurl right now.Gong Chan kawaii~~hehe..)and life still goes on..:)

the dunkin doughnut story..

ok,the story started with me and my fren going to a mall.i was supposed to buy a pair of shoes for my sister that day, and actually thats the main objective why i went to that particular mall in the first place,but i forgot to bring the paper with the voucer so i didnt bought the shoes in the end..anyways,on the way back my fren decided to have her lunch at dunkin doughnuts after long consideration..so we went to dunkin doughnuts.when we arrive, we were greeted by so many staffs there as there is not much customer there.. actually we were the only customer at that time, because there were so many staffs behind the counter,everybody was trying to attend us,we ended up with this guy and a girl asking us what we wanted for lunch and trying their best to satisfy uslah..so,this guy kept calling my fren fren 'kak' at that time..the thing is, my fren didnt like ppl callin her 'kak' as she is actually much more younger than most ppl would think,so, she told the guy to call her adik instead of kak,but unfortunately the guy and the girl still acknowledge my fren as kak instead of dik..so, kitorang bwat tak taujelah.,.but this guy..hes kinda hiperactive kept asking us questions,ok,takpelah..n then we sat at a table and my fren ate her lunch.While waiting for my fren to finish her lunch, i kept on wathing and analizing the situation at the restaurant. I noticed that there were too many workers in the small shop,too many ppl to do one simple job,i even noticed a worker, he was trying to be busy, as there is nothing much to do behind the crowded counter. everybody else seems dont want to leave their places takut2 org lain amek kerje derang..so, this guy ended up terkapai2. Another thing i noticed was the way they adress each other in the restaurant. they were quite harsh,and they dont know  how to use the right panggilan to greet ppl.they called an old lady..seriously old 'miss' when they greeted her...ok,maybe they wanted to compliment her or something..but still..so, i spilled out my thoughts to my fren who were still eating at that time..she told me to write a complain letter,or it was me that wanted to write a complain letter,..tahler..anyways,i decided to write one.so i was searching for a pen to use at that time to write that letter,and kebetulan..that hyper guy awal2 tu passed by..so, i asked him ..do you have a pen..die pon ckplah..owh ade japye..aleh2,dpt tisu dgn phone no die n ofcos with the pen,mase tu nak tegelak pon ade..wrong communication.hehe,pastu kitorang  pon bantai tulis mcm2, actually i was the one who wrote all those stuff.hehe.apastu,nak dipendekkan cerita we went abck home..tp my fren tak amek pon tissue yg diberikan tu n tak pandang pon ..and on the way back,she felt guilty for what we had done..should we??hmm..thats the storylah..hehekembali ke sekolah~~~!!

life so far~~~far away.....yelah 2..

its been a very long time since i last post a blog entry..so,b4 i go back 'home' to KMB..why not..ok,life so far in KMB..best because we have CAS..n haritu kitorang accident..n then we caused a really long 'kesesakan lalu lintas',teruje sebentar di situ..best pergi rumah aman,tp sblm ni pon best,n then learning..hmm....hmmm...ok.New friends,new room,new books,new life,everything is new to me except for my name of course..bapak bosan post ni..

ok.HOLIDAYS..last saturday i went 2 rumah aman for the personal cas..best giler..i dont know what the other guys felt,but i sure love it,walaupun terpakse bangun pepagi masak..hmm..nthen right after the rumah aman thing,i went to the palestine high tea DPN bluewave hotel..i repeat DEPAN bluewave hotel..bukan di hotel ye..n right after that,without changing my clothes(yea...)i went straight back to kampung with PAkcik Lan..bcos nenek was having a kenduri that night for my 2 newly born cousins(i have so many baby cousins...) and ofcourse for mak cik ibah who is going to perform her haj..n then i realised,i was the eldest cousin there,bcos all of my older or yg same age cousins sume ade hal..tolong2lah..pakcik din first time bwk makanan dr disaji..hahaha..mmg haritu all about food..n then d nex monday i went out with maryam n atikah...derang je free..org lain cam takleh jer..hmmm...after berfikir pjg,we decided to watch rush hour 3....klaka giler crite tu..sakit perut,but some dirty scene..i dont know cane lah movie tu ble dpt rating U..tolonglah..klau mcm tu dah U,bayangkan 18sx!!!!!n right now..im doing my homework..nak kluar!!nak jalan2...amal,al,anisa,nab,if u guys r readin..bile korang free nih???anisa.jum ni jd tak???WAAA~~~~~

free shopping..???!!

ok..just wanna start membebel now that im already 18..hehe,maryam always told me to get my own blog instead of babbling in hers..gomen.saje je.sebab teruje.ok.free shopping.it all started from my birthday outinglah..org bg hadiah..thats normal.n then that saturday..maryam ajak nak pg mcd bcosda lame tak jumpe..sian derang tunggu lame nak breakfast but what they dont know that im fasting that day..(n will be for the following 7 days..pose nazar)so,after they ate their breakfast/lunch,we decided to go check out anggerik mall,mall yg baru derang tak pnah pegi but i already went there,ade pejabat mara kat situ..rase nak serbu je mintak surat..lame gler dah..nway,kat situ satu kedai je yg best in my opinion jual bag cantik tp mahal..beselah..haha tp that shop was still closed when we arrived so pergilah sexy(sacc),skali bodyshop tgh sale..fatema pon menyerbu dan kitorang pon mengikot,i ask the person who work there,she said that bodyshop sale only happens once a year,..whoa!!boleh caye ke..so nwys theres a bag kat situ..da lame da tgk bag tu..along will know which one cos shes the one who pointed to me to the bag..bag tu sungguhlah mahal in my opinion.tp aritu ade 50% off plak,tetibe terase mcm dlm buku shopaholic plak..haha.tp im a really kedekut person,ill fell guilty spending for myself if i already have a good bag or anything that can still be use,so maryam,atikah n fatema bought that bag 4 me!!sugoi!!thanx guys...as a birthday gift of course..

nway,that night mak tanye,baucher tanjung bile habis,then i realised that i still have RM 120 free money to spend at tanjong..dah la bulan jun expired.be4 this dah spend RM 80 baucher..itupon tak tau nak bli ape(actually ambik,buken beli..)so that night,mak,nani,aman n me,we went to tanjong.amek la ape2 yg kitorang nak..kene habiskan RM120..tetibe rase best plak..mcm amek bende free..mcm dlm game show yg die bg time kene amek byk2 barang tu,,but the only difference is it has no time limit..so merayaula dlm book store tu mencari bende,mostly stationary that i bought,the things that i thinhk are to expensive to buy b4 this..amek je la..so,thats is what i call free shopping!!its fun!!try it sometime..:P